Whats the testimony Let us never be carnal: Our lives are a series of tests & trials to prove us

I'll never forget when I first started out in Christ & in his scriptures when I would hear them say “you can't do this without the Holy Spirit'' & “focus on Jesus, not the world”. But boy can I & do I testify that this gospel has been difficult to, & has taken a long time to truly access. I was saying in prayer on the way home one day recently just how I feel now this glorious gospel is becoming more and more clear & logical by the moment. Im seeing life is a constant series of tests of us, the revelation to us of who we truly are & who we are becoming. The true revelation of Jesus Christ.

Ive much to say right now, many testimonies to share, many thoughts to bring forth for your consideration. My trial by faith continues to intensify by testimony as carnal justification is thrown well away, (get thee hence) our only justification our faith in our Lord Jesus Christ.

It's a lovely, but cold day down at the park. I'm again facing carnal oblivion, but now this latest trial by testimony has led me to consider if we can both fear and have faith in the outcome at the same time. It seems I have frostbite, the Corellas are driving me to within an inch of my life as Bill, the New Zealand man who thinks everythings funny & veranda man, cause me to dig deep as the Holy Spirit continues to reveal my true self and his true essence to me.